Happy Birthday 2 me

November 29, 2007 at 1:02 pm (Uncategorized)

Today is my Birthday…

Happy Birthday to me :)

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Freez the Moment

November 25, 2007 at 12:34 am (Uncategorized) ()

A year ago, a second ago

They are the same for me

What happened that day

It seems that it happened a moment ago

It was one second that change my life forever

We always forget that one second can make a different !

It could be to better or to worse situation

For me, I LOST

I lost my root

I lost my DAD

I lost you without a goodbye

You left so fast

I didn’t have the time to tell you

how much i LOVE you

how much i AM proud to be your daughter

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25th November 2006

November 25, 2007 at 12:23 am (Uncategorized) ()

For a year i was trying to express my feelings and i couldn’t

Nothing can express :

how much i miss you

how much i need you

how much i love you

For me, i feel like it happened yesterday

I still believe that you will open the door .. Calling my name

And i will run like little kid ( like what i always do)

to hug you

to kiss you

I can feel you with me whenever i go

I feel like you are watching me

What killing me that

i can’t hug you

i can’t smell you

i can’t kiss you

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Jealous

November 24, 2007 at 6:16 pm (Uncategorized)

JEALOUS could be define as feeling angry or unhappy because

you wish you had something that somebody else has

JEALOUS is one of the worse feeling that human could feel

I always hated this feeling and try my best not to feel that way

But,, and always there is BUT in everything in this life

This feeling always find away in our heart

Even if we tried so hard .. we feel JEALOUS sometime from the smallest things that other had

And when ever we felt that way,, everything change

You start to hear things differently from that person

You start to analyze every sentence and find the wrong meaning about it

That why we should listen carefully to our heart

When ever we hear that voice

We should control it

We should stop it

We should switch it off

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ALONE

November 20, 2007 at 5:52 pm (Uncategorized)

Did you ever felt lonely even though you are surrounded with people you loved?

Did you ever thought that you will end up lost ?

Did you experience the feeling of not knowing what you want in this life ?

It is scary if you thought that you don`t know what you want in your life

It is look like walking in the dark without any light

When ever you walk .. you lost direction more and more

But what make you walk and walk is to find LOVE

LOVE is the ultimate feeling that we need to survive day by day

LOVE is what make us move forward in this life

LOVE make us suffer and search for it every moment

LOVE make us happy and make us lonely

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Feelings Talk

November 17, 2007 at 7:36 pm (Uncategorized)

This is a taboo area in my culture that no one talk about

Till now

And even if we tried our best to do so ,, it is difficult cause no one taught us HOW !?!

We are not learn how to express our feelings and thoughts

We are not learn how to listen carefully to others and feel them

This is a scary area

But for me this is my CHALLENGE

and i will start it for now as ANONYMOUS

12.11.2007

 

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