WHY
I was reading some of my old posts and noticed alot of sad, confuse, upset feelings
And i start wondering, what is wrong with me !
Is this 30s all about !!
Drain and hopeless case :/
Then when i tried to match what i wrote with the way i live my life
I saw happy, adventure, outgoing girl .. that like to smile all the time
And then i reliezed that .. ..
We cant be happy all the time, if so happiness will be meaningless
There is balance in everything
And i choose to write, to let it out all my negative feelings as well as remembering the good time
Am writing here not to impress anyone
Am writing here to me and i let it open to anyone like to read blogs 
Summer Get Away
Time: 14-16 / 7 / 2008
Place: Sea Shell -jelaia’h
I love beach and everything related to sun and tan
I love action and Jet sky
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I like to getaway from work, life and routine
Am back Fresh and Tan 
What mental disorder do you have?
I guess i have ADD, i cant concentrate with any one talking more than 5 min .. i always in and out space in my own world .. what about You .. what is your disorder !?!
| What mental disorder do you have?
Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focus |
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| GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) |
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| OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) |
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| Manic Depressive |
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| Paranoia |
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| What mental disorder do you have? | |
Yesterday
Yesterday you where my Friend
Today you walked away from me
With cold heart
I saw your eyes
You saw me
Your eyes glow
But
You choose to walk away from me
As if i never been your friend
P.S : 6b5ti efshalat .. ana mo ra3iat 6ba5 :/
Afraid
Afraid
from the unknown
Afraid
from failing
Afraid
from the eyes that watch me closely
Afraid
Afraid
and that paralyze me
tight my hands
tight my legs
tight my mouth
Standing in the Spot
Can’t move
Can’t breath
Afraid
written: Wednesday , 25June,2008
